I'm kind of beyond really sleepy at this point. For all I know I am sleep-typing this and dreaming all at the same time.
I had to update and I HAD to update how my weight loss journey is going.. currently I am now 191 pounds and a size 16. I pretty much skipped the 18 quickly and moved my slightly-not-as-big butt into a several pairs of size 16 pants today at the local thrift shop
I also now have clothing to wear. I no longer have to make size 20 jeans look horrible anymore...totally redefines the meaning of "saggy ass".
I haven't been a size 16 size.. uhmm.. I don't even know! I think when I was 19 I was a size 16 for a while, so that would be about 13 years ago.
I was pretty out of it today from lack of sleep last night (Natalie was sick with a cold and cough and kept us up all night.. slept in our queen size bed and basically beat my back up all night while she slept in between Rick and I) ... but the feeling I got from trying on several size 18s today and seeing that every.single.pair was too big.. it was a high! I even thought for a few minutes that maybe all of the 18s I grabbed were just stretched out in the waist. I reluctantly grabbed a few pairs of size 16s and went for it.
When every pair except for one fit (1 pair was TOO BIG!) I just couldn't believe it! I kind of don't know if I'm dreaming this or not right now.